When I was young, my grandpa and grandma are painful, by father mother brother sister let favour, be, happy, live be light of heart from care of childhood.
Along with the growth of the age, we entered puberty, be light of heart from care began to bid farewell to childhood, more social experience, experience, experience of the self, occasionally feel inexplicable anxiety, melancholy, appear to play fast and loose mood, feel more lonely.
At school, after school, no longer like a primary school that go out and everybody do game, just friends and talk, chat; sometimes write operations or lie on the desk, close your eyes and think about some things, like noisy. Always feel grown up, should not be so noisy, close to the students to become more and more quiet, and between members of the opposite sex as if separated by a layer of yarn, farther and farther back. Adolescence and mental, allow yourself to feel so lonely. Rather than return to childhood, no boundaries, noisy, good ah!
Back home, went straight to his room, sitting quietly in front of the desk, East West would like to think, let the time quietly flowing, a person just want to quietly. Don't want to go to the neighbor's little sister, they too naive! Not to elders speak, because they are outdated, idea idea is too old, how also not to go. Only one person in a diary, in a daze. From time to time, will feel a deep sense of loneliness.
Looked out of the window of the clouds, don't understand, why we after puberty we have changed, become good lonely? Do not go to think, just want to follow in the earphone gently humming tone:" more lonely, more grew more restless, also had to let the dream wings are broken ... ..."