grudge在英英词典里没有动词的意思

n.

不满, 怨恨, 妒忌

He has been harbouring a grudge against me.

他一直对我心怀嫉妒。

vt.

勉强给(或允许), 不情愿做

I grudge paying so much for such inferior goods.

我不愿花这么多钱买次品